[His own expression crumples, and he leans forward, head pressed up against the other boy's.]
That's not why I tried to save you.
["Usefulness" - it's something he sought in others for so long. But when it came to Boa, it hardly ever occurred to him.
Why was that...?]
You were the only person there I could really consider a friend. Probably... the only person since they died. [His family.]
You understood what we had to do there from the start. [Unlike the others, trying so hard to deny it.] But... besides that...
Being with you was probably the first time I've had fun again. It's... been a really, really long time. [Even as he says it, he knows how weird it is. Of all the places to finally enjoy himself, the middle of a camp where they had to kill each other is just... bizarre.]
...I really could keep thanking you for everything you've done. It'd never end.
cont. suicide cw.
[His own expression crumples, and he leans forward, head pressed up against the other boy's.]
That's not why I tried to save you.
["Usefulness" - it's something he sought in others for so long. But when it came to Boa, it hardly ever occurred to him.
Why was that...?]
You were the only person there I could really consider a friend. Probably... the only person since they died. [His family.]
You understood what we had to do there from the start. [Unlike the others, trying so hard to deny it.] But... besides that...
Being with you was probably the first time I've had fun again. It's... been a really, really long time. [Even as he says it, he knows how weird it is. Of all the places to finally enjoy himself, the middle of a camp where they had to kill each other is just... bizarre.]
...I really could keep thanking you for everything you've done. It'd never end.