[ And that is maybe something he really needed to say out loud. During the time in camp, he'd played with the thought of going home with them. Becoming one of them for real. A loser, in the positive sense of it. But this world isn't a place for losers, just like his world hadn't been. Boa is all about winning and about power. And that's why he's still here, still alive. That's why Mitsuru is still here and still alive as well.
He can't discard that. Ever. ]
The kindness was misplaced. We're surviving because we are the way we are.
[ Not quite the same way he was when he came to this world, not as hopeless and not as loveless. But at his core... the same Boa Alcacer, always, forever. ]
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[ And that is maybe something he really needed to say out loud. During the time in camp, he'd played with the thought of going home with them. Becoming one of them for real. A loser, in the positive sense of it. But this world isn't a place for losers, just like his world hadn't been. Boa is all about winning and about power. And that's why he's still here, still alive. That's why Mitsuru is still here and still alive as well.
He can't discard that. Ever. ]
The kindness was misplaced. We're surviving because we are the way we are.
[ Not quite the same way he was when he came to this world, not as hopeless and not as loveless. But at his core... the same Boa Alcacer, always, forever. ]
Thanks. I feel better now.